jumping off the planet of surreal.
Posted on November 1, 2010
[sometime in november, 2010.]
how did i get here?
how?
i mean, really...this is it?
i quit asking myself why a long time ago.
this is nothing like how i thought things were going to go.
I BELIEVED BIG.
I DREAMED BIG.
i stood on tall shoulders and saw such a different outcome than what i'm crawling in now.
i just don't know HOW to throw myself forward, on to the next page.
this can't be how my story ends.
i know there's more that was written out for me...
oh, Author and Finisher of my faith---come find me here.
what You start, You finish.
right?
RIGHT?
everything else is a facade.
i can't trust my eyes.
right?
RIGHT?
can i read Your face with my hands so my heart can trust You again?
i'm Yours.
still.